5.25.2008

half life

i live a half life. one of the reasons i decided to be an actor is because i get to be so many things. that was one of the best parts of becoming an actor. i can be a lawyer and doctor a police man a special agent. i get all the girls and i have the coolest stuff.  i can be a murderer and yell and scream my head off. and get paid for it.  
i now realize i dont really get to be anything.  i never get to train to be an astronaut.  i never really know the logic of a scientist that i play.  i only know the words. and they arent even my own.  i pretend all day long and dont get to stop. i change my reality daily.  i cant really make a difference past when they yell "cut".  and the girl always leaves my arms on "cut" to return to first position and temp me all over again. 

2 comments:

pwebster said...

Yea, I've been thinking about that a lot recently. It really makes you re evaluate why

a penny for the old guy said...

"and time to
prepare a face to meet the faces that you meet"